August

OK. So, I haven't written much this summer. I haven't really felt like writing much at all. I have been wallowing around in depression for most of the time.

In June, my best friend and I had a falling out and our friendship has ended. I had thought that wouldn't happen but lo it did.

Needless to say, I have been anti-motivated for almost everything. I am amazed how these seemingly small changes effect the grand scheme of your life--at least of my life. I do not "roll with the flow" very easily. It's like I try to stand as still and quiet as I can so that nothing will move--nothing will change. Amazingly, things move and change whether I am the impetus or not.

Well, there's not a lot going on in my life right now. I get up and go to work. Sweat like a pig getting back in the car to drive home. I have determined that, at least this year, North Texas is actually Hell. I think that the heat and drought here should be enough to drive every person in the DFW metroplex to their knees seeking forgiveness just to avoid living in eternal Texas summer with Satan.

Last night I was looking through a catalog from Hancock's of Paducah. It's a fabric store that is out of this world. I started getting the itch to learn to quilt. So, I guess I'm going to have to get a few things together and start some place mats or something to get started.

What else? What else? I can't think of anything else fun and exciting going on--I can't even think of anything not fun and boring--so this is the end of today's post.